I don't know, I thought it would be a funny question, I guess I was curious about why someone would want to talk to me :shrugs:
The challenge was more than I was tired as hell and didn't really care what I was doing, could I entice someone in that state of mind. I guess yes? until I fuck up lol.
Just when I think I've reached the bottom, I keep on digging, I really outdid myself on that one
I hope this doesn't come off as overly harsh, but I have to be honest with you. Your understanding of women is beyond lacking. Don't get me wrong, you're
far from a lost cause; however, it's becoming pretty clear that you need more guidance than this thread can provide.
Although I'm sure this thread has been useful to you in some respects, you're getting nuggets of information in bits and pieces (from several different posters, no less) that aren't in the right kind of order that would really help you. I think that's the reason why you might be running into the same brick walls, when it comes to your thoughts, feelings, confusion and choices. You're essentially trying to build a house on sand right now.
To prevent any further fumbling, what I think you need is a dedicated resource of guidance and/or coaching. Perhaps it's a good book, a YouTube series, or even a seminar -- something that will give you a more comprehensive look into how women function, what women look for, what they don't, and how you can refine yourself in a way that fosters results
without becoming someone you're not at your core. I stress that because I get the sense that you're a good dude, and I'm sure others who've followed your activity in this thread would agree. You just need a better foundation of understanding, not a brain transplant.
It's one thing to want to date and want a relationship, but it's another thing to be
ready to date and be ready for relationships. And right now, the latter is the unequivocal gap in your gangsta. It might feel daunting or even depressing to read that, but trust me when I say that you're fully capable of being truly ready. It just comes down to you making a firm decision as to whether you're willing to put in the extra effort.
Again, not to sound harsh, but as it currently stands, I feel like your only chance to find success in your current state of knowledge and know-how could be dumb luck with someone that's either equally inexperienced or extremely impressionable. And truth be told, that's the long road. So, you have to make a deeper investment into this, man.
If you'd like any ideas as to what material you should look for, I'm sure there's people in this thread that can help.