Hey guys, I really needs some help with this. It's dating-adjacent, and I basically have nowhere else to go.
As I said earlier in this thread, I'm 26 years old and going back to college this year. The thing I left out is that I've also basically been a recluse from anyone but my family for the past 8 years, and even before that, I've missed out on quite a bit of social development in my youth thanks to a crippling case of social anxiety. I don't not function in social situations or anything like that, it's just that I'm still to this day wrecked with self-doubt and fears, along with not really have the learned skills or behaviors I believe necessary to build up any type of meaningful relationship, let alone a romantic one.
All of that as pretext to the question: How do I go about getting ready to be a dateable person? What steps do I undertake? Will I even be able to become a functional person in that regard anymore, given my history, let alone in any type of reasonable time frame (1-2 years)?
Also, I used to weigh 300 lbs as well (at 6'1''), and have lost about 70 pounds up until now. I have some amount of loose skin, and probably will still have some amount of loose skin even once I'm done building up some decent amount of muscle in a year to a year and a half. Does anyone have experience with dealing with this kind of stuff when dating? How terrible will my experience be thanks to this issue?
Oh and, like... How will I even be a person people will WANT to date given all of this history behind me? How do I even bounce back from this?
I know it sounds pathetic, but I genuinely hope that someone is able to give me some answers, because I don't have that many places to turn to anymore. I've had a terrible couple of weeks, and it's basically been all I've been able to think about.
Don't overthink it. I've been where you are (massively overweight, social recluse and going back to college/university asan older student). Book in with your schools counsellor Mental Health advice from a professional is far better then GAF.
Here are a few thoughts
- keep getting healthy, but the weight is a non issue for dating. It's all about how confident you are in yourself. I've had more dates at 230-250 pounds (I'm 6'1 too) then I ever did at when I was at 180lbs and had a 6pack, because I worked through my issues and was able to believe that someone would want to date me
- Social skills come from practise. In this case the amount of time you spend with others is what's important. the more time you spend socialising the easier it will get. Often times social anxiety is about how we view ourselves. Try something new, join a pre-existing group of people who encourage you, who make you feel welcome noquestions asked and who make you feel like your are the best version of yourself or who make you want to be a better version of yourself.
-3. You aren't ready for a relationship right now. But when you are. Be brave and upfront about your intentions. If you think someone is worth dating be brave and ask them out. All they can say is No. that no isn't any indication that you aren't dateable, that person just isn't interested. You wouldn't say that a highly rated film/game was bad just because one person didn't like it.
Lastly. Others will tell you not to date. They are wrong. Try online dating, talking to lots of people will help you develop better social skills. You will make lots of mistakes and it's much less akward via computer.
Start by writing a profile listing everything that is great about you. Define yourself by your present. You are _________ a _________ student at _________. Who people will like. That you were a recluse 6 months ago is irrelevant. No new person you meet now needs to know about your baggage.
Ps. Other Posters swear by the books Modern Romance by Aziz Azaria and Models by someone else. If you can stomach taking dating advice from Tom Haverford they are worth reading
edit. Like the above poster PM me if you want the full story