HitchcockInTheZiplock
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Let me say my personal experience with this type of person. Firstly, it's world wide. I played World of Warcraft vanilla on one of the most popular servers maybe 4-5 years ago, and also still experienced this up until I stopped playing like earlier this year. There was Russians, Americans, Germans, Balkans, Chinese, you name it. So whenever I was in battleground, or in a raid it wasn't uncommon for someone to say on vent or ts or discord, or type in raid chat "Nigger" after a moment they perceived as negative, such as a raid wipe, or some slight in bg. Now it wasn't every day, but it didn't need to be, ofc you tolerate it for the purpz, but I never said anything on voice chat, and very few people knew that I was black. NOW. What turned me away finally, was when I was personally attacked by some guy who whispered me and called me a nigger after I congratulated him on getting some loot lol. You know what was funny? Those same people who used "Nigger" out of perceived frustration, also came to my defense, and kicked this dude... which made me look inward on why I was still there, and also outward at these people and the way they think. It was surreal.
His apology is a non apology, because at the core, he just doesn't believe that he is racist (he is). He thinks that since he would never go up to a black person and call him that word, that it's ok to use it in a different context. Even around other black people. But the point is, the people who say that know exactly who they picture in their mind when they say it... And that's the crux of it all. He just won't admit why it's wrong, because he thinks then he will be considered a racist (he is), and nothing is worse than that.
Also, It's really hard to give him the benefit of the doubt, with that cringy shock comedy past of his. These boys watched Jackass and South Park, and Beavis and Butthead, but don't realize that took a lot of talent and wit. They just try to mimic the trollishness of it all.
His apology is a non apology, because at the core, he just doesn't believe that he is racist (he is). He thinks that since he would never go up to a black person and call him that word, that it's ok to use it in a different context. Even around other black people. But the point is, the people who say that know exactly who they picture in their mind when they say it... And that's the crux of it all. He just won't admit why it's wrong, because he thinks then he will be considered a racist (he is), and nothing is worse than that.
Also, It's really hard to give him the benefit of the doubt, with that cringy shock comedy past of his. These boys watched Jackass and South Park, and Beavis and Butthead, but don't realize that took a lot of talent and wit. They just try to mimic the trollishness of it all.